“Oh, we spent all our money on the car. This time the barbecue is on you,” his sister lied as if it were the most natural thing in the world. But I already had my answer ready

Sometimes the sweetest kind of revenge is when the person being punished does not even realize it.

Liza stood by the grill and watched as the silver SUV — brand-new, shining, with dealer floor mats that had barely seen a footprint — turned around on their dacha plot and drove away. The dust behind it had not even settled yet. Natasha, her sister-in-law, did not look back. Her husband Vitya stared straight ahead with the face of a man who felt awkward, but not awkward enough to actually change anything.

Liza smiled quietly to herself and went to take the sausages off the fire.

This story had not begun that day. It had been ripening for years, like dough left on a warm stove — slowly, inevitably, growing heavier little by little.

Lenya and Liza bought the dacha during their third year of marriage. It was a small plot of land about forty minutes from the city, with an old little house they spent their weekends turning into something warmer and more welcoming. Lenya built the terrace himself. Liza planted strawberries along the fence. Together they repainted the shutters dark green and hung a lantern by the porch.

The dacha became their place.

Quiet. Homely. Smelling of currant bushes and woodsmoke.

 

Trouble arrived with the first May barbecue.

“Lenyechka, we were thinking of coming over this weekend,” Natasha said over the phone in a voice that already carried a carefully prepared tone. “You don’t mind, do you?”

Lenya, of course, did not mind. Lenya never minded. He loved his sister with that blind kind of love common to people who had grown up in the same room. Natasha was four years older than him. When they were children, she tied his shoelaces when their mother left early for work, and Lenya, it seemed, had remained that same little boy who loved his big sister dearly.

“Of course, come over,” he said. “We’ll make shashlik.”

“Oh, wonderful! Vitya and I will bring Danilka too. Just buy everything yourself, all right? Money is a little tight for us right now.”

Liza said nothing that time. The first time, one could understand.

They bought meat, ketchup, vegetables, bread, beer for Vitya, and lemonade for Danilka. Natasha arrived in new jeans and with a fresh manicure.

Liza made Olivier salad. Lenya grilled the meat. Danilka raced around the yard and broke one of the currant bushes. Vitya drank beer and explained how his boss understood absolutely nothing about construction.

They left full and pleased.

“We had such a nice time,” Natasha said as she kissed Lenya on the cheek goodbye.

A month later, his sister called again.

“Len, how are you two doing there? We thought we might come again on Saturday, if you don’t mind.”

“Come over.”

“It’s just that money is tight again. We’re sending Danilka to camp, and you know how expensive that always is…”

Liza was standing nearby and heard the conversation. She looked at Lenya. Lenya looked away.

“It’s fine, we’ll figure something out,” he said into the phone.

And Liza figured it out. Again she bought meat. Again she made salad. She even baked potato pies. This time Natasha brought a bottle of cheap kvass and placed it on the table with the expression of someone who had done absolutely everything possible.

After the guests left, Liza washed the dishes and thought.

She thought about the fact that Danilka went to camp every summer. That Vitya always had some quarterly expense, or the car had broken down, or there was some loan to deal with. That Natasha, it seemed, always had something happen at the exact moment when it was time to contribute to the shared table.

She also thought about the photos she had seen on Natasha’s social media the previous month — a restaurant, a new handbag, a seaside trip with friends.

Liza finished washing the dishes and said nothing.

 

For the time being.

Lenya was a good husband. Truly. He did not drink too much, did not speak harshly, helped around the house, and could fix almost anything that broke. But when it came to his sister, he was like a man wearing rose-colored glasses, convinced he was seeing the world exactly as it was.

“Lenya, don’t you notice?” Liza asked one evening as they sat on the terrace after yet another of Natasha’s “free” visits.

“Notice what?”

“She comes empty-handed every single time. Every time, there’s some excuse.”

Lenya set his mug down on the table. He was silent for a moment.

“Well, things really can be difficult for them…”

“Lenya.” Liza looked at him steadily. “They replaced their refrigerator. Then their television. Then Natasha said they were renovating the hallway. That is not ‘difficulty.’ That is a choice.”

“What do you want me to say? She’s my sister.”

“I don’t want you to say anything. I’m just telling you what I see.”

Lenya did not answer. He stared into the garden, where the folding chairs and disposable plates still had not been cleared away after the guests. Danilka had left an empty lemonade bottle in the grass.

“She doesn’t mean any harm,” he said at last.

“I know,” Liza agreed. “But that doesn’t make it any easier for us.”

Then came August, when Danilka had to be prepared for school. That, of course, was expensive. Uniform, backpack, textbooks. Lenya nodded into the phone. Liza set the table.

Then October came — Vitya had been deprived of his quarterly bonus, completely unfairly, after all the work he had done. Lenya sighed. Liza opened her wallet.

Then December came — and before New Year, of course, everyone had expenses, you understand, Lenyechka. Lenya understood. Liza carried roasted meat out from the kitchen.

Then came the next spring, and the one after that, and another one after that.

 

Each time, Natasha found a new reason. Sometimes the difficulties were real enough — Liza was not hard-hearted, and she understood that life could be complicated. But with every passing year, the reasons became more decorative. Pretty frames around the same picture: we will come, you will feed us, and everyone will be happy.

Everyone except Liza.

Liza grew quieter. Only Lenya noticed it. She did not cause scenes. She did not make sharp remarks. She did not roll her eyes at Natasha’s comments. She simply became quieter. She did everything that needed to be done with the precision of a well-oiled machine and kept looking slightly away, as though part of her were somewhere else.

Liza found out about the car by accident.

She saw the photo on Lenya’s phone — Natasha had sent it to the family chat. A picture of a new car, silver and large, with a bow on the hood. “Our new little swallow!” the caption said, followed by three hearts.

Liza held the phone and stared at the photograph for quite a while.

Not out of envy. Liza had never been the type to envy other people’s cars. She was simply remembering. She remembered very well how, the year before, Natasha had said they had absolutely no money — absolutely none, you understand, Lenyechka — and Lenya had helped his sister quietly, without telling Liza, by transferring her a certain amount. Liza found out later from the bank statement. They had talked about it then — calmly, without shouting — but that conversation had cost them both a great deal.

And now there was the car.

Liza put the phone back and went to water the garden.

Natasha called on Friday evening.

“Lenyechka, we’d love to come over on Saturday! The weather is so beautiful, it would be a sin not to take advantage of it. Danilka misses the dacha.”

“Of course,” Lenya said automatically, then looked at Liza.

Liza was sitting at the table reading. She raised her eyes. There was something in her gaze that Lenya could not quite understand.

“All right, come over,” he repeated.

They did not discuss in advance what to buy. Lenya suggested getting meat for shashlik. Liza said, “We’ll see,” and did not return to the subject.

Saturday morning was warm. Liza got up early, went to the small village shop, and bought cheap sausages — the kind people take for a picnic when they do not want to make an effort. She also bought bread, mustard, and a sack of potatoes.

Lenya looked at the purchases and said nothing.

At half past eleven, the silver SUV rolled onto the property.

Natasha got out first. She wore a light dress and white sneakers, her hair gathered into a casual bun. Vitya followed, also empty-handed. Danilka jumped out of the back seat and immediately ran toward the swing.

“Oh, it’s so lovely here!” Natasha said, looking around the yard and breathing in deeply. “Every time I come, I think how lucky you are to have this place.”

“Hello,” Liza said. “Did you get here all right?”

“Perfectly! The new car just flies, you don’t feel a thing.” Natasha laughed and patted Vitya on the arm.

And then she said the very phrase Liza had been hearing in different versions for years.

“Oh, we spent all our money on the car. This time the shashlik is on you.”

 

Liza smiled lightly, like someone who had known for a long time exactly how this conversation would end and had already prepared herself for the final scene.

“Oh, we understand you perfectly,” she said. “Actually, we’ve decided to start saving for a car ourselves. We’ve already begun. So things are going to be a little different for us too.”

Natasha smiled — still out of habit.

“Well, that’s right! Having your own car is…”

“So today there won’t be any shashlik,” Liza continued in the same even, pleasant voice. “We have sausages and potatoes. Modest, but heartfelt.” She paused. “And if we’re saving seriously, then there won’t really be anything to spend on get-togethers after this either. So maybe this will be the last time for a while. But today — welcome!”

Natasha stopped smiling.

It did not happen all at once. First the smile simply froze a little, becoming almost painted on.

Vitya coughed.

“Sausages are good,” he said, because someone had to say something.

“Danilka!” Natasha called, and her voice had already lost its earlier lightness. “Danilka, come here.”

They did not stay long. The sausages were cooked, yes — Lenya threaded them onto skewers, and they sizzled over the coals quite decently. The potatoes were wrapped in foil. Danilka asked for ketchup. Vitya asked for beer and looked disappointed when he learned there was none — only water.

Natasha barely spoke. She ate her sausage with the expression of a person being forced to do something unfamiliar and slightly humiliating, although there was nothing humiliating about what was happening. Just sausages outdoors in nice weather.

When Danilka mentioned for the second time that he wanted shashlik, Natasha told him to “be patient” in such a tone that the boy immediately fell silent.

“Well, we should probably go,” she said about an hour later, standing up. “We still have things to do…”

“Of course,” Liza nodded. “Thank you for coming.”

Natasha looked at her carefully for a second, as if trying to understand what exactly had happened — and whether anything had happened at all.

Liza looked back at her openly, kindly, and completely calmly.

“Goodbye,” Natasha said, then went to the car.

The silver SUV started with the quiet, expensive sound of a good engine. It turned around. It drove away. The dust settled.

Lenya stood beside Liza and looked at the empty road.

 

“You did that on purpose, didn’t you?” he asked.

“Did what on purpose?”

“The car. The part about having nothing to spend on gatherings.”

Liza picked up a disposable plate from the ground. The wind had blown it off the table.

“We really could save for a car,” she said. “Why not?”

“Liza.”

She turned around. Lenya was looking at her — not with reproach, no. With something much closer to relief, though he probably would not have admitted it even to himself.

“She was upset,” he said.

“I know.”

“And maybe she won’t come again.”

“Maybe,” Liza agreed.

They were silent for a while.

“Do you regret it?” Lenya asked.

Liza looked at the grill, where the coals were still glowing faintly. At the strawberries along the fence. At the lantern above the porch — the one they had hung together during their very first summer there.

“No,” she said. “Not one bit.”

That evening they sat on the veranda together — alone for the first time in a long while, without guests, without fuss, without the feeling that they were serving staff at someone else’s celebration. Lenya made tea. Liza took out the cherry jam she had made the year before.

“How peaceful it is,” Liza said.

Lenya did not answer immediately. He held his mug in both hands and looked at the garden in the bluish evening twilight.

“I knew,” he said at last. “About her. I knew everything. I just…”

“Don’t,” Liza stopped him. “Really. Don’t.”

 

“I should have done something sooner.”

“Lenya.” She covered his hand with hers. “You love your sister. That’s not a bad quality. It just needs to be… adjusted sometimes.”

He gave a short laugh.

“With sausages?”

“With sausages,” she confirmed seriously.

He laughed then — quietly, tiredly, but sincerely. And she laughed too.

Somewhere in the garden, grasshoppers chirped. Above the fence, an almost full moon was rising. The air smelled of cooling coals and currant leaves.

Liza thought that Natasha might call in a week — offended, full of accusations, or perhaps with a conciliatory tone, pretending nothing had happened. Maybe she would not call for a long time.

Or maybe nothing would change, and the story would repeat itself.

But today — today Liza was sitting on her own veranda, drinking tea with cherry jam, holding her husband’s hand, and feeling the way she had not felt in a very long time.

Not like a winner. No, that would have been too petty.

Simply like a person who had finally said what she thought.

 

Later, already falling asleep, Liza remembered the expression on Natasha’s face — that one second of confusion, when the smile was still holding on, but her eyes had already understood. She remembered the silver SUV driving away down the country road. She remembered how Danilka had waved from the back window at the last moment — sincerely, childishly, without any adult calculations.

She wished him no harm. The child had nothing to do with it.

But adults — adults sometimes have to learn through sausages.

Liza closed her eyes and fell asleep easily, more easily than she had in a long time at the dacha, despite the grasshoppers, the moon, and everything else that usually keeps a person awake when they have spent too much time thinking about the unfairness of the world.

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